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Sunrise
01:51
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2. |
Desert Sea
03:48
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I was the sun, I was the only son
Until I ran away and joined your band
We hide out in the desert sea
You’re my happy bivouac bomb pop baby
We drive drive drive all day long
Burn up all the gasoline, up to the sun
In my dreams we’re more than friends
I wear your old clothes and the road trip never ends
Come home I miss you so much
Get off that highway as fast as possible!
August 21, 2017
I drove to you under the hot sun
With the seatbelt wrapped like an arm around my chest
You said “Before I aim, I want to touch it”
I didn’t hold my breath when we fell out of the sky
For a minute and 51 seconds
I held your hand in the air above the land
And it became my everything as it split in two over my head
Now the point of all this is
Is that I love you, and I mean it
Island of two
Brown and blue like the desert sea
Island of two
Island of you and me
Keep driving, baby
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3. |
Alt Desert
06:38
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Life in neutral
A spinning boxfan in the corner of the room
Twin bed, wasting time in your head
Hand in hand pinned down in the sand
My limbs die quiet around your arm
With the rise and fall of your chest
It’s alternative rock
Bound by gravitational force
Mountains of porphyritic texture
Who’s fine and who’s coarse?
You’re so much bigger than me
Let’s get out and get something to eat
I want to be the air in the pull of your cigarette
I want to wake up to a gun against my head
Hair pulled in every direction
Kiss me as if every moment will be an emergency
Feel the springs break beneath my back
My home is you, back on the moon, snowing in June
I’ll keep a secret and leave it with you if that’s cool
Life in neutral
Truck with the single seat
A central vanishing point on the horizon
And the way it feels when you put me on wheels
True happiness out the speakers
Windows down at an ear splitting 90 mph
Cloudy and warm
It’s you and I and what we could’ve been doing this entire time
The power of a cheap cassette audio jack
I sketch the sky and add the drum track
I am the sleeveless shirt wrapped around your chest
Clinging to life like a plastic bag in the wind
You are the gas to the engine of my mind
Twin guitars panned left and right
I need you to drive because it doesn’t feel right
Standing still anywhere
Tank half empty or tank half full
I don’t care because
It’s alternative rock
Blue and red
Like Bonnie and Clyde
Balthier and Fran
Jimmy and Kim
Frodo and Sam
Sam and Max
Eusebius and Florestan
Just not so... Germanic
Every rock in the desert radiates a quiet style
Of sonic air on bright blue skies
And it’s the only thing that fulfills this life
And it might really suck
Now that you have to eat and I have to feed you
But eating bad ramen can be fun too
I'll just drink a whole case of you whenever I feel blue
Nothing attainable but the experience of an attempt
And an attempt was made
The journey, not the destination
The process, not the goal
Never stop moving, everything I need is right here with me
I want to trade thoughts and parts and Pokémon cards
Find shit in the desert to sell for parts
I feel young and I know I’ll only be young once
A temporary thing, our clothesline on the beach
But I always keep two reviver seeds on me
Me and my pal in a tortoise shell
How fast can we go?
I want it all to be true
And mine and plain and tight and on time
Bear with me I’m scared
I’m only learning to drive
But I want it I want it I want it
I got nothin’ to lose
I don’t want to be human
I want to be honest
I want to be present with you
You got that turn of the century general motor smile
I’d like to stay by your side for a while
I need a man a man a man a man a
A blue and red all my own
Me and Armie all day long
You know you make way more progress on an empty road
Tired of matching the speed of the car in front of me
And every time I drive I remember the way you made me feel
Not just less alone but fully alive
You can stand in the sea with your back to me
I’ll fall asleep in the cab as the sun shines down
Quietly hoping we’ll never be found
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4. |
Razorback
07:17
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They’re picking teams
Red and blue every time it’s a setup
To sell identity away just to have someone to blame
To get high every time at the compromise
Of ride or die for the rest of their life
Call and response to feel like they belong
Repetition stays strong way past the point it all goes wrong
An old religion
Worship until I forget what I used to love
Tell me I’m making sense, I’m afraid
Still pretending the two of us can live on petty cash
Only ever watching tv to project myself
Full brightness, zero contrast
A chaser that doesn’t chase out of fear of a tangy aftertaste
I drink and I drink til it all comes back up
Ruin the only time I ever fell in love
They’ve got me by the balls, August they got me
I don’t want to admit it
But I want to show you off like it’s a public event
And it’s a slippery slope but I
I just see that everyone else gets to
And I want my own red and blue
They get off on their acceptance
But I kiss you cause I want it
When my love’s the size of mountains
All the standbys will be jealous
With their useless mating rituals
They eat so much meat for breakfast
Repeat history and tradition
To make all the children headless, helpless
And that’s why
I hate when they try to look so brave
Now everyone must serve the same brain
Through every commercial mistake
I can kill more than just my family name
Pig sooie pig sue me
I take a hard left, hard right
Just to slide in reverse for the pervert collective mind
Where the only thing that’s clean
Is the home I want you to be
And that’s how I know it’s all fucked up
Cause you’re exactly what I want you to be
I’m trying to be as honest as possible
But I can’t tell what thoughts are my own
I’m starting to realize you’re all ego
In every genre I know
No more zodiac signs
No flags of pride
RAZORBACK RED
And all the fags of pride
Haha
In this second I give you
I’m completely vulnerable
And I want you to know what that means
Please don’t take advantage of me
Flinch when you take off your shirt
Shame
Is that why you run away
Are you afraid to be the devil’s red wife
A beautiful gingham girl
As gorgeous as you
I’m getting blind drunk tonight
Are you in or are you out August
Cause I’m out of my goddamn mind
You’re gone once I get too close to the track
Yet I fall apart so fast the second you leave my grasp
And you just look back
And you just look back
Razorback red
If I don’t get what I want I’ll make it out of mud and eat it up
My fuckin skin it makes me sick
And they get off on it
DON'T TOUCH ME
I hate the way they look at you
I don’t want to love this shade of red
Dirt water red
Bone rot red
Blood fucking red
My razorback’s dead
It’s ok
Nothing on earth left for me
But I can’t
I can’t sleep without your arm around me
My sweet desert gasoline
I wanna roll up my window
Lean back in my chair
And drown in it
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5. |
Park
11:11
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Monkey see monkey do
Monkey see monkey do
Black hole between the flickering flames, fucking dying
Not enough
I’m outside, I’m waiting outside
Filthy sourdough skin
The scum of the earth, scum, scum, scum
Outside, outside
All my worlds are colliding
Everyone will know what I’ve done
Lying in waste and selfish excess
Guilty treasure in the park
Never getting what I want
Never getting what I want
One thing leads to another and it’s never enough
Like an addict
Sleeping in the cab and on the street
Hopelessly enamored with absolutely nothing
Nothing nothing
You led me on
You led me on
What a gas haha what a gas
I’m sorry
All choked up
Can we please just stay in the truck?
I wish I could know how to take the engine apart
To see how it all works
To create something divine to transcend the fear to survive
For those times when all you can hear is the fire and the sounds of the night
Cause everything I do is a distraction
Left to rot and die at the hands of time
Everyone adding to the pile
Clipped nails
On old fretboards
Rusty, plastic dread
Sleep deprived, hungover
One bite to eat and I’m immediately nauseous
Anxious with a rusty, plastic, rusty, plastic dread
Peeking down through the sewer gate
Ambered, delusional
And I feel so empty inside
Watching it all slip away
Quiet into an empty starless sky
Sometimes the best part of being in love
Is feeling sorry for myself
Put you on as I fall asleep
The way you smother me
The dream I need to justify the means
Of using you to carry me
The actual honest truth
Is that you are the complete absence of honesty
It’s impossible not to worship a purpose
No man is an island, unfortunately
But you’ll die inside a computer
I’m both sad and relieved
I can admit that you’re not real
As I sit in the car and freeze
I walk through the filth and you follow me
Another dead thing in the street
No matter where you go you always fit in
And it really bothers me
It’s obvious now
While every bit of life gets divvied up
And hung to dry above the drain
I find myself giving up
But you’re just too cute
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6. |
Outskirts
02:57
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Out of money by the railway
My sweet escape
Has failed to save me again
And you can hide your banana heart from me
But I watch it sway
Every single day
Every relationship is just miscommunication
But you’re the universal language
I am my own and misinterpreted
By dry mouth and expletives
I made you up and now I’m down
No face to match the love you’ve made me feel
I want to love you like a sister again
I tip the cow and sputter out
Gasoline and whisky water running down
If there could be an honest love
Where hands are finally judged
Not by their shape
But how they place around the I
Your dominance just feels so wrong
It holds me down way too long
Way too long way too long
I need to move on
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7. |
Washed Out
04:03
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8. |
Get Well Soon
05:02
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If I get out of bed and do a good day’s work will you fly me home?
Break the membrane in my head
Be my everything, I’m yours to own
The me that’s in my head gets arrested by the microphone
The colors of the keys just never mix
I wish that I could know
How to make the desert breathe
Without apology, just living how I want to be
All by myself
You said
Get well soon
And come back tomorrow
And set things straight
I need you to
It was the creak in your voice
The whole heart of something
I’ll never forget all the
Feelings that get me
I want it preserved
Everything that I am
But when the laboring men
Broke their limbs for their families
I cried on their backs
And tried to feel for their bellies
A spoiled bitch
A useless kid
Take the trash out tonight
And put a weight on the lid
It’s fine
You eclipse my life
If I’m a waste of space
And I don’t clean the plates
You can send me to college
Just to fill the dates
Cause if it’s four more years
Living a lonely fear
I want a healthy sob
Let out whenever I need it
I want a big square room
Where I can scream as I please
I want to live on the moon
And cuddle up in my sleep
With thoughts of pretty chords
To fill my pretty dreams
I want a drummer boyfriend
And a goddamn place to go home
And I can’t make music I like
I almost wish I wouldn’t try
It’s the pain of passing time
You eclipse my life
You take me to the moon and back
I love you to the moon and back
The moon and back
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9. |
Perfect Blue
07:21
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Communicate through tape
The things that we never could say
Walk out into the rain
The trees and the sky, all perfectly framed
When I forget my name
Slumped against the bars on the train
Communicate through tape
Explode out of my head, untethered
At the end of it all, I miss you a lot
And at the end of it all, I miss you
Communicate through tape
Communicate through tape
And at the end of it all, I miss you a lot
Please don’t let it die so soon
For you I’ll be an honest blue
I’m going home
“After all, what I really love is the pursuit of him”
Oh, my god
No man is an island but I am, I am
I am the sun
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